one year ago

This is what happened one year ago today.

My body is healed from the birth of Charlie and my memory of that pain, gone. I know it was bad...i just don't remember how bad. I love thinking back to being pregnant! I loved having a baby inside me moving. I felt alive and great! I have had two new babies enter my life and newborns just melt my heart.

 It's hard to believe its all ready been a year. I have been reflecting a lot on Charlie's first year of life. Its been a really fun year. I had several very tough days and nights. I had many sweet moments. I have watched the wheels turning in his head as he has learned how to roll, crawl, walk, throw a ball, take lids off stuff, play with blocks, make sounds with his voice, etc. He just becomes more sweet everyday and i am loving being his mother!

I often ponder when it will be time for another baby. I started thinking about that since Charlie was born! I say that cause i want Charlie to have siblings close to his age to play with and be close friends. Who knows when Charlie will get a brother or a sister. I love thinking about names. If Andy had no say in name giving, our next boy would be Dean Whitaker Watanabe and if it was a girl she would be Demi Yvonne Watanabe. I also love Andy's grandma's name Suyeko. If we named a daughter after her i would love to call her Sue. Anyway, now i am just rambling. Life is wonderful.

Happy First Birthday to my sweet baby Charlie.